Do you have one of those days where you just want to say "I am so done with this job I wish I could quit." Unfortunately I am a full time Mom and can't really do that. Hell I can't even call in sick for that matter.
Today was one of those days where the toddler constantly tests you and the infant wants nothing more then your attention, the toddlers attention, the guy on the TVs attention. It just felt like a day to throw it all in and say done no more I want a raise or something.
Don't get me wrong my 2 children are great and I am so lucky to get to be at home with them but man do I want some kind of anything. There are days I don't want to get up to get myself something to drink because I have done nothing but get drinks and wait on children all day long.
But then the guilt sets in and I feel bad for just wanting to leave for a little while or put my kids in mothers day out because I'm home why shouldn't they be with me. However, I also I am only human and I too need to have time for me.
It's a crazy world to be a stay at home mom but it also has it's benefits. Over the courser of the blogs I just want to bring to you things that have happened in my day. I'm thinking of this as a cheap mans therapy. So I hope that this will help me fell better at the end of the day and wind down.
I am not even sure if anyone will ever read this blog but I hope to get something out of it.
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